i'm actually pretty upset erin won't be here tomorrow. i have to work at 9 in the morning new year's day at american eagle, which means no party at my house, which i didn't really want to have to begin with. one thing andy said on thursday night when we were drinking and having a merry time [secret santa party] was that it seems not all of our friends appreciate what i do and having those parties and whatnot, and that he really did. and the next morning i was once again proven that. i had to work friday morning at american eagle, and the deal was everyone would leave at about 830. but i decided to be a good friend and let everyone sleep in and have joe lock up, so i told everyone that, and that if they helped clean up a little bit that would be really nice, that they didn't have to do the entire thing. so i come home and the house is exactly how i left it, blankets weren't even folded. i dunno, it would have been nice. i didn't get to clean up, because i had to run to starbucks to work there, and called my dad and he ended up cleaning it anyways.
argh. i just feel frusterated. there's nothing to do. i need more girl friends. i need school to start now. i need to be more appreciated or something? i dunno.
so no party tomorrow night, but a pack of wolves will be playing at a place by my house, so i think i'll just go there and get fucked up and have someone take me home, though i dunno who would. i feel like joe doesn't even wanna spend new years with me, and though i had a great new years eve last year, he wasn't there, he was in seattle and it definately put a damper on the night. i just hate when people don't respond to questions...it's hard to explain i guess.
at least last night was good. lilli nick and i ended up going to safeway and
five rolls of saran wrap, cut outs of greased up half-naked men, rubber toy snakes, and a pineapple later,
richard's car looked pretty damn good.
i loved fernando, our dancing techno pineapple friend. sadly he had to go. i'll post pictahs when lillibutt sends 'em to me.
watching a knight's tale last night made me really excited about my fencing class i'm taking this upcoming semester.
yeah...i miss my bestie.
just having her be gone for a week is redic. she's pretty much the only one that actually listens to me, and doesn't turn it into one of their problems, or changes the subject. hmmpf.
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